My ranting for the day

Terror scares me
Takes my pain away
From this nightmare we call life
Excitement of this void
Boils my skin
Til it fizzles
Or overflows and explodes
An explosion of contempt
Of the joy of being myself
For never again will I ever forget
Forget a feeling left inside
The only thing there
To finish a life
Cornered and trapped
Once reemerged all is gone
It must stop
Forever